I hide inside myself
in some secret waiting place
far away,
close beside,
listening to songs
I remember
of you.

No one goes
or knows
or maybe even cares,
and the brook of my yesterday
is a quiet spot
humming reflections
of soft cheeks
and soft lips
and gentle bruises
and I leave,
walking lightly,
when the hurting
hurts too much.
Half a day past morning
with nowhere to go
but on.

I turn away
from the thought of you
somewhere,
this moment,
moving along avenues
secret from me
known only to crowds
and strangers hurrying by

unaware what miracle they've brushed.
Copyright Esther Luttrell - 2010