Candy canes have melted
and colored bulbs
are wrapped in paper
to be stored in the attic
for one more year.
I walk the ache away
as best I can
searching for what
I thought I had found
in you.
Lying across my bed,
dulling off in the gentle throb
of sleep,
I hear the song of your voice
and see the hymn of your smile
though knowing my cathedral is gone.
I could still worship there,
but once I knelt on a bed of thorns
and my knees have hurt
ever since.
Knees almost never forget.
Copyright Esther Luttrell 2010